Wednesday, November 18, 2009 7:35 PM
IM SOOO GONNA GO TO THE CORNER...
sad kid,loner idk...
not gonna blog about today
actl im here to rant
ongyuwen my dear sweetheart ah...im freaking jealous of you. you moved from the corner to the front and i the stupid kid was moved to the back from the front how great... but i just suck im not improving at all. with my back i cant do anything perfectly i hate myself for having this. dear people with this problem i totally understand how you feel. the feeling just sucks i feel like a dumbass. and now i think im a brat. ugh... im a brat but i cant help but have this feeling. why did AYG have to go sooooo fast?! why do glorious moments have to pass so quickly how i wish time passed slowly sigh... people are improving and im like not improving who knows maybe deproving!!! i want to go to beijingwudaoxueyuan who knows i may improve that teeny weeny bit there. i pray/hope/wish that the trip is confirmed ugh... I FEEL SO LOUSY!i just wanna jump-.- (kidding im not that crazy!) cant be jealous of yuting anymore its just too hard!
anyways...
i want a new leotard...
i want the green one its so nice sigh...
i want to change it for the exam
i pray/hope/wish lao shi changes it
i dont want to stick to the maroon like any other senior-.-
i want to be unique
ARGH!
sad kid,loner idk...
not gonna blog about today
actl im here to rant
ongyuwen my dear sweetheart ah...im freaking jealous of you. you moved from the corner to the front and i the stupid kid was moved to the back from the front how great... but i just suck im not improving at all. with my back i cant do anything perfectly i hate myself for having this. dear people with this problem i totally understand how you feel. the feeling just sucks i feel like a dumbass. and now i think im a brat. ugh... im a brat but i cant help but have this feeling. why did AYG have to go sooooo fast?! why do glorious moments have to pass so quickly how i wish time passed slowly sigh... people are improving and im like not improving who knows maybe deproving!!! i want to go to beijingwudaoxueyuan who knows i may improve that teeny weeny bit there. i pray/hope/wish that the trip is confirmed ugh... I FEEL SO LOUSY!i just wanna jump-.- (kidding im not that crazy!) cant be jealous of yuting anymore its just too hard!
anyways...
i want a new leotard...
i want the green one its so nice sigh...
i want to change it for the exam
i pray/hope/wish lao shi changes it
i dont want to stick to the maroon like any other senior-.-
i want to be unique
ARGH!
