Saturday, January 29, 2011 11:24 PM
THINGS GOING HAYWIRE
dang!
oh my tian, what a bad start to 2011. seriously, i have never ever faced such a problem before, i have no idea as to how i can solve it. apparently, its just left hanging there and not solved. GOSH, im gonna die if things are still like that. hate to leave things lying like that. i keep writing and writing. hoping that one day, ill find enlightenment! haha, im still on the way there with no light found. but its okay, i guess TIME is all i need. well, life's really being a pain in the ass. im havng troubles like every single day. argh, whatever. forget about this, for now. just hope that things wont be this way cause im NOT happy.
so... about this year, its a really hectic year. with tests coming up and im totally not prepared. i havent started studying for anything. i practically jsut come back from sch and rot. DANG! im such a lazy bum! rawrs, SYF is breaking me apart. dance practices are getting lesser and we dont have much time. my leg is currently hurting like shit. and and MY DEAREST TING! im so sorry... she hurt her foot cause of me. RAWR. im sorry ); and "someone" please stop doing things that hurt yourself. dont force yourself to dance or what. i know it hurts, i can tell. just rest.
oh my tian, everything seems to be a disaster. you know, it hurts to see that things ended up this way. its my fault for not phrasing things properly. but what i said wasnt what i meant. im just not perfect or experienced. i really dunno how to express my views. well, some of those words really did hit me hard. hit me real hard. i mean, 4 hours. who can ever beat that? argh, have to settle this myself. i hope the silence will end.
dang!
oh my tian, what a bad start to 2011. seriously, i have never ever faced such a problem before, i have no idea as to how i can solve it. apparently, its just left hanging there and not solved. GOSH, im gonna die if things are still like that. hate to leave things lying like that. i keep writing and writing. hoping that one day, ill find enlightenment! haha, im still on the way there with no light found. but its okay, i guess TIME is all i need. well, life's really being a pain in the ass. im havng troubles like every single day. argh, whatever. forget about this, for now. just hope that things wont be this way cause im NOT happy.
so... about this year, its a really hectic year. with tests coming up and im totally not prepared. i havent started studying for anything. i practically jsut come back from sch and rot. DANG! im such a lazy bum! rawrs, SYF is breaking me apart. dance practices are getting lesser and we dont have much time. my leg is currently hurting like shit. and and MY DEAREST TING! im so sorry... she hurt her foot cause of me. RAWR. im sorry ); and "someone" please stop doing things that hurt yourself. dont force yourself to dance or what. i know it hurts, i can tell. just rest.
oh my tian, everything seems to be a disaster. you know, it hurts to see that things ended up this way. its my fault for not phrasing things properly. but what i said wasnt what i meant. im just not perfect or experienced. i really dunno how to express my views. well, some of those words really did hit me hard. hit me real hard. i mean, 4 hours. who can ever beat that? argh, have to settle this myself. i hope the silence will end.
