Saturday, July 31, 2010 6:31 PM
ON THE VERGE OF GOING MAD.
this week was sort of full of tests...
FPSP made me go mad i swear.
i was literally screaming my lungs out
2 hrs is definitely not enough.
bio test postponed to next week so yay!
then chinese test=fail
cause i really have no time to study
so anyone not taking part on YOG dance out there
dont say you dont have to time to study cause i'll punch you in the face-.-
so... we got our costumes and itss -.-
super omgzxcv undescribable
actl the dress is okay but the head gear...
like CABBAGE.
ayah whatever lah as long as we ugly TOGETHER
anyway it looks so much better than i thought it looked!
yesterday was weird...(actl idk what adjective to put in-.-)
firstly, its our FIRST performance with audience
secondly, its the FIRST time we use the liu xing
thirdly, its our FIRST time dancing in the costume
so yeah-.-
walked to nicole highway mrt after the performance
its like super FAR
k actl not that far but i was tired.
then took the mrt
it was cool cause it was CHARTED for US!
yay!
k so reached sch soon!
for the first time,
there was soooo many people in sch at 11+pm
thats all...
OH YES! im talking to nicolette choo nowwwww
and i miss her A LOTTTTTTT
come back soonnnnnnn(:
Monday, July 26, 2010 5:22 PM
haha funnaye!
me and TONGGGGGG(:AS BUSY AS A BEE!
sch is as usual... BUSY and BORING.
ugh.
anyway i realised i dont have time to study
and when i do have time, i find myself here-.-
gosh.
when can i study!!!
yesterday's gym was like OMGZXCV
undescribable...
my yao hurts like mad and my arms are aching
but well, i learn something new every week
oh! i punched sun jiao lian TWICE IN A ROW
haha sorry:x
ballet was kind of slackish plus i was tired
so no mood-.-
YOG rehersals are taking all my time away!!!
hmmm but to spend it with dancers, it seems much more enjoyable(:
and for now, I LOVE JINGKAI'S DSLR!!!
haha
cause thats where i get my photos from(:
yay!
shall upload a few everytime i blog so that it wouldnt be so boring
im confused, literally confused.
Friday, July 23, 2010 9:49 PM
JUST LET ME THINK
sch's fine...
i suddenly feel pro at math!
hahaha joke!
and chem test was shit!
cause i didnt study really:x
i feel so guilty lorh.
did TDD today!
and i think we're doing well at least we got 1/4 of it done(:
i mean like our part
aish so prettaye!
tmr's CR2 and i am sooooo not looking forward to it
dont ask why.
hope tmr goes well.
i just dont have the answer, im sorry
sch's fine...
i suddenly feel pro at math!
hahaha joke!
and chem test was shit!
cause i didnt study really:x
i feel so guilty lorh.
did TDD today!
and i think we're doing well at least we got 1/4 of it done(:
i mean like our part
aish so prettaye!
tmr's CR2 and i am sooooo not looking forward to it
dont ask why.
hope tmr goes well.
i just dont have the answer, im sorry
Wednesday, July 21, 2010 9:51 PM
So it's my fault when my parents fight?! Hello?! All I wanted to eat was a stupid ice cream. Dad, YOU blamed me for asking. But why don't you ask yourself?! Why don't you just give me one?! Like what the hell. I mean it's just an ice cream. Mom gets angry cause he doesn't want to give me one. Does it even make sense-.- I mean it's not as if I was desperate for one and will die immediately if I don't eat one what?! All I did was to ask and everything is so complicated right now. Dad scolds me for asking and mom's crying in the room. How good can life get. Shit ass. Hate my life right now.
Sunday, July 18, 2010 10:09 AM
Hey people! Haven't posted for a long time
Anyway no one comes here anyway!
Have been busy with YOG
Well it's really hectic!
Have no time to study no time to even do homework
RAWR!
Yesterday was really -.-
Reached the F1 pit at 3?
Then we waited till 9PM before our turn
To dance ONCE
Totally shit leh and we get our shoes wet just to get on stage-.-
Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Oh! Heard many love storied yesterday eh!
And the sec 2s(Joanna! Chanhong! Xuejing!)
Are super super not shy pls!
I tell you I absorbed everything yesterday like a sponge!
*wink wink*
Going to SP soon hope uncle lim's going!!!
Anyway no one comes here anyway!
Have been busy with YOG
Well it's really hectic!
Have no time to study no time to even do homework
RAWR!
Yesterday was really -.-
Reached the F1 pit at 3?
Then we waited till 9PM before our turn
To dance ONCE
Totally shit leh and we get our shoes wet just to get on stage-.-
Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Oh! Heard many love storied yesterday eh!
And the sec 2s(Joanna! Chanhong! Xuejing!)
Are super super not shy pls!
I tell you I absorbed everything yesterday like a sponge!
*wink wink*
Going to SP soon hope uncle lim's going!!!
Sunday, July 11, 2010 5:06 PM
RESULTS OUT!!!
K well at first I was super happy with myself
but come to think of it, it isn't that good...
Got my distinction(:
Finally at least I improved!
Improved by 8 points so yay!
Jingwen got distinction too!
Yay us! We always get almost the same marks since 7 years old(;
Yanting and mandi nvm lah! Try harder!(:
K anyway was super late for ballet though we cabbed there
Went to Singapore poly!
Sun jiao lian is super effective pls!
Though I kicked him super hard:x
He taught me hou fan! And aerial
So I mastered Hou fan today! Yay!(:
And I'm gonna get scolded by mom-.-
It's like now, they don't approve me of dancing
So yeaps
K well at first I was super happy with myself
but come to think of it, it isn't that good...
Got my distinction(:
Finally at least I improved!
Improved by 8 points so yay!
Jingwen got distinction too!
Yay us! We always get almost the same marks since 7 years old(;
Yanting and mandi nvm lah! Try harder!(:
K anyway was super late for ballet though we cabbed there
Went to Singapore poly!
Sun jiao lian is super effective pls!
Though I kicked him super hard:x
He taught me hou fan! And aerial
So I mastered Hou fan today! Yay!(:
And I'm gonna get scolded by mom-.-
It's like now, they don't approve me of dancing
So yeaps
Wednesday, July 7, 2010 8:03 PM
Oh hey people.
Blogging with my phone haha
Anyway today's lessons were kind of slacky
No chem no math plus open space
Equals to 5 free periods.
English boring as shit
Chinese worst that shit-.-
Elect geog is like okay lah
At least ms nornie's a little funny
K then it was dance
But ji he later than usual
So we dance-ed AYG
It's just different without the rest of them
But still it helped us relieved the memories of the past
K then went studio
So the day was super slacky
I just don't know why but I don't have te urge to want to come to dance
I'm sorry but the feeling is no longer the same
And please stop questioning me
It's just too personal?idk
Not as if I want to be like that
Yah nvm anyway...
So hey peeps.
Blogging with my phone haha
Anyway today's lessons were kind of slacky
No chem no math plus open space
Equals to 5 free periods.
English boring as shit
Chinese worst that shit-.-
Elect geog is like okay lah
At least ms nornie's a little funny
K then it was dance
But ji he later than usual
So we dance-ed AYG
It's just different without the rest of them
But still it helped us relieved the memories of the past
K then went studio
So the day was super slacky
I just don't know why but I don't have te urge to want to come to dance
I'm sorry but the feeling is no longer the same
And please stop questioning me
It's just too personal?idk
Not as if I want to be like that
Yah nvm anyway...
So hey peeps.
Sunday, July 4, 2010 10:48 PM
RAWR.
ballet was like kind of slackish
and i havent gotten my results oh my...
heard that not many got distinctions
watched some balelt competition video
and they were all super amazing!
guess what?
yulaoshi's student teaches in beijing wu dao xue yuan!
omg!
and he told us his life story
super touching...
sighhhhhh
went to PA then(:
though it was just about 1 1/2 hrs,
it was totally fruitful!!!
tried aerial again...
smth's wrong even though i can do it.
and now my ankle hurts like shitzxcv)';
did jive! and i think its super cool
i wanna learn more!(:
k so came home ate dinner and im oh so tired.
ballet was like kind of slackish
and i havent gotten my results oh my...
heard that not many got distinctions
watched some balelt competition video
and they were all super amazing!
guess what?
yulaoshi's student teaches in beijing wu dao xue yuan!
omg!
and he told us his life story
super touching...
sighhhhhh
went to PA then(:
though it was just about 1 1/2 hrs,
it was totally fruitful!!!
tried aerial again...
smth's wrong even though i can do it.
and now my ankle hurts like shitzxcv)';
did jive! and i think its super cool
i wanna learn more!(:
k so came home ate dinner and im oh so tired.
Friday, July 2, 2010 9:28 PM
WORST WEEK OF MY LIFE.
today's dance was well kinda FAST!
like literally.
did wushu with the guys and it was amzingly cool
haha
we all liked it i guess?
oh and o-levek oral's coming and i am so dead-.-
my chinese was neever good and never will it be good...
haha but oh well, im gonna give it my all!(:
k and so my week ended with a bath dinner
haha i really really love batch95'
they're oh-so-funny and never fail to make me smile!
i thought that i could confide in you
apparently, batch95' is always the best.
they always make me feel better.
sometimes, i am too straight forward or smth. but to tell you the truth, im always like that. like it or not, its your problem. i dont need you to be friends with me if you just find me irritating/rude/idk what you can think of. i mean, its not your fault that your tired and sick and irritable but you're not the only one on this earth is having this feeling. i just smile so that people wont know. i just smile so that they wont ask. i just smile so that i wont care. YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS. its not as if i dont, its not as if i am not tired, its not as if im not stressed, its not as if i can do anything and everything i like. its just that i dont say. im sorry but sometimes i really doubt everything and anything. im sorry to say im a girl im not someone to be trifled with. im not some punching bag. im not a target for you to shoot at. im not some stupid shit for you to shoot. k im done.
today's dance was well kinda FAST!
like literally.
did wushu with the guys and it was amzingly cool
haha
we all liked it i guess?
oh and o-levek oral's coming and i am so dead-.-
my chinese was neever good and never will it be good...
haha but oh well, im gonna give it my all!(:
k and so my week ended with a bath dinner
haha i really really love batch95'
they're oh-so-funny and never fail to make me smile!
i thought that i could confide in you
apparently, batch95' is always the best.
they always make me feel better.
sometimes, i am too straight forward or smth. but to tell you the truth, im always like that. like it or not, its your problem. i dont need you to be friends with me if you just find me irritating/rude/idk what you can think of. i mean, its not your fault that your tired and sick and irritable but you're not the only one on this earth is having this feeling. i just smile so that people wont know. i just smile so that they wont ask. i just smile so that i wont care. YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS. its not as if i dont, its not as if i am not tired, its not as if im not stressed, its not as if i can do anything and everything i like. its just that i dont say. im sorry but sometimes i really doubt everything and anything. im sorry to say im a girl im not someone to be trifled with. im not some punching bag. im not a target for you to shoot at. im not some stupid shit for you to shoot. k im done.
