29th june
exactly one year ago
we were in the Singapore Indoor Stadium
we were dancing for the Asian Youth Games
well, i've never ever felt so much for dancing before.
we were all dancing our hearts out on that stage
on that very day.
i miss all the seniors, all 2009's sec 4s
i miss srw with nicholas though he wasnt able to dance with me )';
and of course kaiwei who never failed to lift me up
practically, i miss everyone(:
they really made me love dance.
it was how they helped to bring up dance
though we may have underwent several scoldings and harsh trainings
we, developed strong feelings for one another.
it is indeed through these processes that we develop ourselves to be better people.
thinking of YOG, we, can do it too(:
k thats all.
i am already dying though its only the second day of school
yesterday, had dance at mandai camp till very late
today, had to rush out the video running around school
ZOMG
i am dead already.

MUSCLES ACHING.
hmm past 3 days was like almost the same.
well through these days, it brought back memories of AYG
during AYG practices, we did exactly the same thing
but it was more tiring
and i guess, YOG is kinda slack.
BUT, the whole dance improved a lot in these days.
its like they knew that YOG was coming and we had to buck up.
hmmm though the practices are tiring,
it was blissful to undergo such training with batch95'
idk why. they just make me happy(:
the first two days was tiring with only 9 sec 3s
we did a good job i think.
yes, some broke down but we picked ourselves up again!
never ever blame yourself for something
and we are always here for you yah!
yesterday was the worst day for me.
met merilyn,haowei,yenshen,paul,regina, stupid banana,vivian
we took soem videos of teachers like super early
met at 7.50am
and i was NOT late.
then had dance
which was tiring
i fell twice before qian fan
i cant believe it.
plus i was feeling really really idk how to express
hmmmm
hope that everything will be fine on monday(:
jiayou peeps!(:

RUSH RUSH RUSH
oh well at least 80% of the sec 3s are in msia-.-
how i wish i could go! argh.
oh and guess what i dreamt that iris and benedict could go
cause idk of what reason and i woke up feeling jealous!
can you believe it!? k nvm im crapping
anyway i've got phy, math and chiense left
to do by... TONIGHT-.-
tmr doing some preperation stuff
then weds,thurs and fri is dance
omg...
NO TIME.
plus i still need to make a trip to the library to return books
but i dont have time up till now
i hope daddy's gonna send me there by car.
pls pls plss pray!
k anyway hope to finish smth soon!
bye peeps its math time
gosh im bored-.-

I DONT WANT TO BE A SUBSTITUTE NO MORE.
hey daddy, happy fathers' day!(:
today's ballet was well kinda slack i must say
but we're fast!
i dont get it why most people need 2 years to learn
barre's kind okay but long
actl everything is just long.
oh yes, did i mention
that it started with 4 of us
then people joined and left and joined and left
then now its left with the four of us AGAIN
k love them three!(:
hmmm there's practically nth to do at home
and people are leaving for msia.
how i wish i was with them!
ARGH. bye msia peeps! miss ya! )';
oh yes! saw fb, yanting, joanna they all went PA
and they did tuoju etc etc!
ZOMG! i am so jealous!
yeah well, i did it before but i wanna do again!
haha yeah im greedy!
oh well, im contented for now. but jealous!!!:x
k bye.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY YANYUTING DEARRRRR!(:
see the horse! hope you like it
hahaha
well all that i have said is in the sms!
so yeah!
love ya! stay prettyyyyyy(:
MUACKS!
so yeah, went to cut my hair and i got bangs!!!
AGAIN.
i conclude that bangs makes one shy!!!

ENOYABLE DAY(:
k so im older by a year now...
haha well, today was fun
shant elaborate cause its MY LFIE!
muahahaha
anyway thank you people for wishing me happy birthday on facebook!
had a total of 147 wishes!!! yes, that made me very very happy(:
and for messages, there are about 26 haha.
in all, thank you very much people!
you guys made my day.
love all the people out there! muacks!
i dont mean to end this post very sadly causeits my day but, mom, all i want from you is trust. the problem why i dont tell you stuff is because i dont trust you cause you dont trust me. and for the last time I HAVE NO BOYFRIEND. happy? stop questioning me on my birthday. in total, you nagged at me like 3 times today? mom, you said it is a special day for me and you dont want to make me upset or what but you just did. yes, i told you in the face that i am upset and you know why. you called me stupid today AGAIN and suspected me. you dont trust me. mom, im sorry to say that you kind of ruined my day. im sorry. oh yes mom, you gotta know that i HATE oreo cheese cake. the last thing i needed from you was an oreo cheese cake for my birthday.

306th POST.
wow.
i woke up at like 5+am to go to the hospital
actl i dont get why is it such a big matter
its just a minor sugery-.-
went there and waited for my mei to come out of the surgery room
k so it took super long
i practically rotted there.
finally she was discharged at 12 plus?
came home ate my lunch went to lib
met korea people
actl dotn think we did much
and i was tired so didnt help much sorry:x
stupid jiehui STALKERRRRRRR
went to look for books but coudnt find nice ones
so went home.
kind of freading tmr :x
i am so gonna be rotting at home-.-

FALLING OR LETTING GO?
well today was hectic.
met yanting/yuting/terence at jurong
the ride to lavander seemed super short casue we were talking(:
reached soon, met kevin and brandon
went over to PA started to do crap-.-
haha but the studio is humongous and gorgeous(:
i wish i had a studio like that at home sigh...
anyway many came and we started to plan
went through the previous one
we started to give in ideas then poof!
we had our first movement(:
well tried some shuang ren wu stuff
i guess we can make this dance perfect!
left with quah soon
before going into the train, i bought soya milk!
i was super thirsty, drank it in few gulps and my tummy was feeling gross
ballet was kinda boring
but fun since i knew the steps haha
went home then
btw here's the bad part about today.
my mei was so eager to see me dance
that she fell flat on the ground
she hurt her chin and its super disgusting.
went to the hospital cause the cut was super big
visited her after dinner
btw, the hospital was better than i expected!
seriously...
left soon and here i am.

NEVER EVER TRUST WHAT THEY SAY.
met batch95' today!(:
well planned and stuff
think we're kinda cool!
ate lunch then they bought cake!
celebrated kityarn's birthday!!!
then continued with our planning
thanks yoke kay for your house!
oh yes, yoke kay's mom was like
"YOKE KAY VERY COOL HORH"
hahahahaha
people, gotta look at this.
search for "charlie and drew so you think you can dance"
see the contemp! super GORGEOUS!
its really really nice(:
ahhhhhhhhhh
yoke kay showed us anyway!
the girls were like "ahhhh..."
k fine me-.-
yeah well today was fine i guess!
cant wait for the next session(:

oh guess what happened a couple of days ago. i asked my sis math question then i asked her did she cut bangs? then she give me attitude. she was angry with me for asking if she cut bangs?! like what the hell. she said i gave the idk what angry tone. so she said "MAKE SURE YOU FOREVER DONT TALK TO ME" SHE SAID IT. then now she apologise then she wants me to talk to her? does it even make sense?! hello!? slapping people and saying sorry? thats not the worst part. the worst is she cried in front of my mom and told her how i IGNORED her. oh wow and here is the thrilling part.
mom came in talk to me about how i am ignoring her i tell her cause she said "MAKE SURE YOU FOREVER DONT TALK TO ME" and then i got scolded-.- went out talked to her and she didnt want to talk!? WTH!? so she dont talk and its my fault-.- funny. obviously mom was angry i know k partly my fault. but i got the "main scolding". then she talked about her life on and on and on. she was like do you see me and your aunt giving black face? then i said casue you're grown up!? we have to learn from our mistakes right? i mean it doesnt make sense. she said we quarreling gives her a chance to teach us about stuff and obviously scold us. but if you dont make mistakes then how is she going to scold us and teach us. does it make sense? its like a cycle. k i feel so much better that im typing all this out. but im still gonna ignore cause its CLEARLY not my fault this time. kthxbye.

EDITED//
so after the idk how long flight, we landed in korea at Incheon International Airport. we had this super long ride to go too mt sorak where our campsite was. the ride was super long that i fell asleep! k then we had our first lunch in korea which was the above. from that meal, i concluded that koreans like food that have strong flavours? (idk the right word.)