a real
big spender
good looking, so refined ?
Tuesday, March 30, 2010 7:57 PM
KINDA UPSET )';
school's was well okay...
yoke kay had her ballet exam!!!
hope you did great(:
rawr school was the same...
felt like sleeping during chinese like literally-.-
someone took my fbt shorts
argh but whatever it just means that my mom's gonna get me more(:
stayed back after school
it was sort of boring.
stupid yonglin and linbo dont want to pei me to get my book STUPID!
twin's the best(:
didnt feel like doing anything
but i really felt like dancing idk why
did homework like mostly(:
math and SRP done!
went home with yingpei soon~
took 188 andit was FULL
all the aunties or whatever sucks big time!
they just squeeze and squeeze
thinking that they can fit into the tiny space beside me
like WTH!?!??!?!
HELLO AUNTIES YOU ARENT THAT SMALL
ugh this kind of people sucks...
rawr. im just sad why why why? idk.



Sunday, March 28, 2010 5:23 PM
BALLET EXAM SCREWED.
ballet today was AWFUL
came early, thought the pianist was coming.
but end up she didnt come AGAIN
stupid shit.
and guess what laoshi said
he said that she didnt want to come cause we sucked.
i dont think so can!?!??!
our batch always score the top among the rest of the batches
and he chose to blame us not them.
irritating.
dont like the ms wong anymore.
i would rather the old tiko pei uncle who is nice
and do not criticise us
UGH!
anyway didnt sweat much
and guess what jingwen managed to do she2(dancers should know)
and she like did it in ONE day
on the floor within like 2 TRIES!!!
gosh im jealous of her!
shes fast...
came home dad got a printer wheee



Saturday, March 27, 2010 10:14 PM
IS IT ME OR THE WORLD.
tuition today was kinda okay...
at least i had the determination to do math
stupid mao mao make me think smth wrong with my face
my face ugly already bad enough i thought got smth wrong.
missed the 333 bus. made me wait
came home chatted with TTY, did math
i promise that i will do my tuition homework
went out for dinner
the food was great seriously.
thankyou daddy!(:
just came back after going to giant with mom
oh yes, is it me or the whole world is emo-ing, making me upset too. it is inevitable to be sad ya i agree but dont be upset all the time? it does no good to one's health right? and to all those out there dont be emo over trivial stuff can like super trivial stuff its just so irritating. there are like people out there who are more troubled than you are.
yes, did i mention my ballet exam falls on the week of mid-years? stupid. now i have to work doubly hard. like both ballet and studies. if im gonna score bad for both, i might as well just jump down the building-.- sigh. i hope i'll still be alive before these starts.



Friday, March 26, 2010 8:59 PM
YOU CAN CHOOSE TO BE UPSET OR NOT.
have to say this before i forget.
there was this kind of tiko peh uncle
never see people tie plaits before is it!? comment comment comment
irritating.
and guess what i found out today?
BALELT EXAM FALLS ON MI-YEAR WEEK
GREAT!? STUPID.
double the stress...
please please please someone must cheer me on!
chinese as the last two period sucks. SUCKS!
wjp kept us back for like super long-.-
oh yes health check up today!
my back improved wheeeeeee
im sooooooo happy(:
dance today was well no YOG)';
sniff sniff
did some sequence stuff
and i tell you warm up is the only thing that can make me sweat like MAD
aerial whee(:
tried backflip
sorry liangyuan im not good:x
rawr. shouldnt try so diu lian...
did some sequence thingy
it was well tiring for my legs...
went home soon
OH YES EVELYN CAME BACK!!!(:
felt so tired throughout the journey
and and GUYS WHO CAN DANCE ARE AWESOME!



Thursday, March 25, 2010 7:41 PM
I DONT KNOW YOU ANYMORE
school was well fine... skip skip skip
SS is totally interesting!(:
i think ms lim will be a great teacher
interesting eh?
stayed back to do homework
played a bit of basketball...
linbo ice-stakated!
HAHAHAHAHHA
it was seriously funneh
came home soon...
tmr's dance again i hope we're doing YOG
please please please please please
friends are suppose to be there for you when you need them. but it doesnt seem to be right with us. i'll be there for you when you need me and i always asked for you opinion not leaving you out of anything that i wanted to do. have you ever asked for my opinion? have you ever? elections are coming. people are changing. i dont like it AT ALL and to know that you're the one changing? im upset. i told you upteen times already did you care? did you bother to even think? idk im just not in the mood to talk to you. i dont want history to repeat itself.

people do change but yanyuting my dearest i still love you(:
i dread tmr.




Wednesday, March 24, 2010 8:41 PM
hey people, or rather hey blogger-.-
im in no mood to have a title cause im UPSET/ANGRY
school was fine today
i kinda knew dance wasnt going to be like normal
we did some taiji? or whatever lah.
im not sure of what it is either
i know it makes me ache cause have to sit up straight etc etc etc
yeah. did YOG ONCE
did aerial again wheee
thats the only exciting part about today
well im kinda hoping that i can improve more)';
liangyuan came and i was hoping that
i could open my mouth to ask him to teach me backflip
but i couldnt idk why
after dance wasnt great
its just a mask that i put on. im quite afriad that i might die or something cause i didnt eat today and i couldnt finish my dinner. how odd? i am not really in the mood either. someone please save me and telk to me on msn)';



Tuesday, March 23, 2010 9:09 PM
one of the photos from batch outing!(: *note that im the tallest*
INFLUENCE?FLIRTERS? IDK
school was well kidna same
got our new IC!(:- its looks kinda okay for me
took photos of our ez-link card and IC
my ez-link card looks like a maid can!
so ugly...
now also very ugly but now better i think?
PE was torture...
suppose to run 10 rounds but oh well we were stopped and the new OM is FUNNEH!
hahahhahaha
chem SPA took a long time...
so slow...
i could've fallen asleep in the lab-.-
chinese was well, hard to keep my eyes open
for some reason...
bio was BORING it was all about the SPA
english wasnt great wait SINCE WHEN WAS ENGLISH INTERESTING THIIS YEAR!?
the teacher insults people like ABCDEFG!
ugh...
CEP was doing the test...
the new indian teacher that came was soooo weird?
i COULDNT understanda word that she said like LITERALLY
went home soon...
slept like a pig
thats why i dont like to go home early casue i will sleep!
tmr's dance wheee? not.



Sunday, March 21, 2010 4:42 PM
hey im back from ballet and im sooo tired that i can just plop onto the sofa-.-
theres no title cause i cant think of one and i have no mood to.
ballet was well tiring
suppose to have the pianist today
but laoshi cancelled it at the last moment
so we went there 1/2 hr early for nth-.-
the pianist's coming next week
today was stressful
did with the music no video etc etc
chose our dance stuff yeah...
i think i seriously suck at ballet-.-
why did i even do ballet
i really gave my all today
but still i cant remember the movements and my movements arent exact
they arent correct
im kinda glad exam's later...
they keep asking me why am i so hardworking
why? cause i want distinction. i dont want to miss by one mark again
and i dont even want 70+
i want 85/90
but is it even possible now? i doubt so
its just so hard. if im going to get a merit again im gonna give up ballet i guess.
im gonna leave before i start exploding
bye.



Saturday, March 20, 2010 7:25 PM
HOMEWORK RUSH.TIRED.BALLET.UGLY FACE
basically i woke up with an aching body
but dragged myself out to do homework
tuition was well kinda funneh i guess
stupid maomao however its spelt
keep laughing at my face!?
UGH! stupid-.-
im gonna be like yuwen and cover my face until it stops
rushed home
GRABED ballet stuff
ran out of the house to ballet
gosh... so rushy
was the earliest though
wore exam stuff
pianist was there so stressed
barrre work made me sweat like some mad person
its exactly the same as one day of dance
OHMYMAMA
subsequently centre,free movement and character wasn't that tiring
FORGOT LIKE ALL OF THE MOVES
damn...
gotts buck up kelly!
came home finished chem wheee
and im off to math and probably chinese tmr
and theres still the council proposal oh my...
wish me luck!(:



Friday, March 19, 2010 8:30 PM
IT JUST DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT
heyhey im back from dance
im almost dead after 2 consecutive dance practices
my stamina has dropped i guess?
combined is today
well its kinda different from what we experienced previously
but changes do happen dont they
our first time "leading" combined practice!(:
we did our best
at least i know most did
i can tell that the girls gave their ALL
apart from some...
the guys were great too(:
shuang ren wu again!
and pngyuren can lift me!!! whooooo
chua jie's aeroplane is like jetplane
damn fast!
haha well i think our batch guys are fast learners!
they are awesome!
dancing at the parade square is just so squeezy!!!
i prefer the hall
oh and guess what?
i fell while attempting handstand
like seriously the worst fall ever
i teared and laugh idk why
the day ended just like that
sigh...
DID AYG!!!!
and guess what! did shaung ren wu with nicholas~
whoooooooooo
how cool is that!
k i grew fat-.-
how i wish that we could just dance and dont have school!

hmmm but that will never happen
my arms are aching, my feet hurt from all the tip toe
sigh...
OH YES! batch dinner~
split KFC and sumo house
eating with lionel is just so...
IM SPEECHLESS!
but he's nice(:
came home soon
you have no right to judge one by his/her looks. its just so mean. we cannot choose our looks, it isn't a crime to look ugly uh? so just bug off. so what if they're pretty its them not me. you're just being mean.SCRAM/BUG OFF/SHOOO



Thursday, March 18, 2010 8:02 PM
FATTY FAT FAT!
whole day of dance today!
it felt kinda great!(:
warm up then diao juniors
qianfan next~ wheeeee
did SHUANGRENWU!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee
did an example with tianjun!
did aeroplane
kinda weird doing again
anyway the guys were kinda reluctant to do oh well!
did with tianjun,nicholas then brandon!
YEAH im alive!
laoshi came he was anrgyyyyyy
so scary...
paired up with guys
pngyuren CAN'T make me fly!):<
damn it!
make me feel damn fat humph
oh well...
OH I REMEMBERED SMTH!
did handstand...yuting help me
then i thought we ALL were suppose to jihe
so i immediately came down and RAN
but it was only the guys...
so diu lian!*shyshy*
did YOG
very tiring had to tip toe like practically everytime!
my feet are aching
lunch-sleep-cont YOG
yeah...
so thats kinda what we did
went home and bought the potatoe thing!
NICE NICE!
dance tmr and i am TIREDDDDDDD



Wednesday, March 17, 2010 10:21 PM
DANG!
woke up late again...
decided to go lib with ah quah
watched her eat her duck rice? or is it noodles?
i forgot...
went to the lib and dan was it PACKED!
saw elijah at the basement talked a bit
and and and guess what!?
IM FINALLY TALLER THAN THE SHELVES!(:
and i can see elijah above the shelves!!!
saw regina too
walked like practically the whole library
decided to go MACS! at science centre
did our work
then kinda camwhore at the fountain!
hahaha
came home and slacked
tmr's dance oh my mama
im kinda dreading it cause i havent finish my homework!
DAMN IT!):



Tuesday, March 16, 2010 2:38 PM
CUT MY HAIR!
i love my hair
but the back is short):

i told the hairdresser to keep length but she cut off my long strands)':
BUT i still love her to the max
she rocks!
GO TO HAIRTITUDE IMM SECOND LEVEL!
sigh... i need grow my hair!
i want it long~
today's pretty boring
and theres nothing to do with the exception of homework-.-
omg im sooo free today and tmr that i can sleep the whole day
my webcam takes fabulous photos though it isnt of the best quality
but i like it!(:
PEOPLE PLEASE TAG!(:*I KNOW YOU'RE LOOKING SO TAG!*



Monday, March 15, 2010 11:03 PM
second post of the day.
hmm yu shu huai laoshi let us go beijing BUT dance in school doesnt allow me to go. HOW GREAT-.- ITS LIKE FREAKING BEIJING! and and he mentioned once that we will be visiting beijing wu dao xue yuan!!! omg... i cant believe that im giving it a miss DANG! )'; should i go? if i go i'll be missing dance and i'll be out of YOG. if i dont go? i'll be missing an opportunity of a lifetime. im in a delima! this lead to me thinking about my dancing kind of life... theres like TONS of barriers that i have to cross in order to be where i am. to you guys it may be simple but to me it aint.
-having to endure the unbearable pain when laoshi STEPPED on my legs when i was pri one to train my split.
-having to be yelled at everytime something was done wrong? everytime we were feeling cheeky?
-falling flat on my face when doing stunts on the day of SYF, ending up with a super humongous bruise(the size of my palm) which hurt like mad.
well these are kind of the painful stuff that i had gone through but there are memories of course which are too many to name. but right now, theres just too many stuff that i want to learn but, im being blocked by a wall that is too high for me to overcome. perhaps i will never overcome this wall. friends are there to make sure that the wall doesnt fall but one day it will. that day will come... soon.
i just want to thank those that helped to keep the faith in me(:
i shall stop here before i start bawling my eyes out...



WHAT DO YOU KNOW?!?
woke up at 9am+
did readers' digest
i realised that i have TONS of homework to finish in two days-.-
met batch95 at 11.45
bought the tickets whcih is like a total of 16!
and its super duper long!
shall wait for the photos(:
personally i think the movie is okay
walked around then library then bball
nothing much well batch95 is loved!
i feel like going to sentosa idk why!
rawr...
yingpei!xuanlin! photos!(:



Sunday, March 14, 2010 5:39 PM
SEE THE CROSSES CROSSES!
kinda looks like blue but its black and i love it!(:
BALLET BALLET BALLET
woke up at 8am when i slept at 1am?
idk whats with me
but oh well isnt that cool?!
met yanting and jingwen to go costumes connection(the costume shop)
jingwen was LATE! i expected that...
went a little too early
ate tori Q and walked down haji lane
when ALL the shops were closed-.-
went to costumes connection
WE WERE THE FIRST FEW CUSTOMERS!
the leotards were WOAH!
but pictures on the website were sooooo much nicer
the schiffon skirt wasnt that nice
OH YES GUESS WHO I SAW!
I SAW LAOSHI~ isnt that cool?
back to the topic...
got shoes,leotard and ribbons...
wheeeeeee im hyper! i love the leotard(:
went for lunch
and then ballet which we were kinda late for...
it rained halfway
RAN LIKE A MAD PERSON!
and the two were lagging and they kinda walked/run
so we were drenched!!!
i pray that i dont get fever:X
had the motivation to do very well today
heh...
came home soon...
OH YES!
my exam pushed back-.- to 7 may!!!
ugh... i want it nearer its like so damn far
missing sch anyway and perhaps some of dance
ah oh well...
next week's piano rehersal
wish me luck!



Saturday, March 13, 2010 10:12 PM
YOU SUCK.
kelly was coughing throughout the night):
i feel so terrible its like cough hence the tears
please no fever please please please
tuiton was kinda the same?
forgot all about alpha/beta
but its like okay WITH REFERENCE
came home soon
did some holiday homewok
RUMOURS SUCK
well i kinda have this feeling on me now. its like they tell me stuff im not suppose to tell but the whole world knows the next day. you get it? idk...how i wish i was a mute. not being able to speak only to hear.i hate people who are like this. H A T E. idk im gonna be quiet.



Friday, March 12, 2010 10:02 PM
YOGYOGYOGYOG
school was well the same...
WITH THE EXCEPTION OF ME COUGHING THE WHOLE DAY):
sigh... feel so dry...
my throat hurts!
lots of homework which i dont feel like doing...
SIGH
my report book sucks
and and ms ong is evil!
she marks the math test so strictly! ugh...
chinese was kinda fun(for the first time)!
dance was doing YOG
hmmm im near yuting and thats good?
ting,me,tong,yuwen,yingpei are all in the first row!:D
hahaha
as in kinda like in the first row...
yeah anyway tried aerial-.-
wrong all wrong):
whatever...
came home quite late
and here i am sitting in front of the comp
and my homework praying that the pile would decrease soon...
you are away and how am i suppsoe to feel?



Thursday, March 11, 2010 9:27 PM
DANCING FOREVER WOULD BE SPLENDID
but it would have to stop someday
tmr? this year? or now
today was well the same
gonna cough my lungs out someday-.-
my throat hurts!)':
stayed back with batch95' to discuss combine practice stuff
hmmm yet another wonderful proposal by batch95' will be coming!
stayed back...
hmmm attempted to do homework...
talked to yenshen,timothy and merilyn!
hahaha
timothy you better stop it ah otherwise i bite off your head!
came home soon
mixed feelings, its complicated just too confusing



Wednesday, March 10, 2010 5:56 PM
SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME! ):
i feel terrible )))):
well went to west coast park this morning...
had to go through a HUMONGOUS traffic jam to get there
and it was cancelled-.-
BUT BUT BUT!
the good part FOR ME is that im kinda sick and coughing like MAD
went out with ex-208'09 students!(:
went to science centre
those childish ones went to play WATER hahahahaha
me jer and trix walked around saw the exhibits!
SERIOSULY they're cool! :D
went to IMM for lunch! PEPPER LUCNH~
no one believed that i could finish AN UPSIZE ):<
i finisehd it okay!
walked around... like totally roaming...
went to the 3rd level garden plaza sat the spinning thingy
scary!
jer flung off like twice!
damn funnaye!
imagine after spinnig like damn longg
then you have to run to reach the slope-.-
i fell like ABCDEFG!
hahahaha i doubt you all get it OH WELL!(:
wanted to watch movie at trix's house but didnt-.-
OVERALL it was fun(:
photos next time IF its uploadeed to fb...
now im having difficulty typing
cause im coughing at like a rate of 1 cough/30s ):
i dont want to get sick and please please please dont let me have fever in school!
*prays hard*
a day without you is hard



Tuesday, March 9, 2010 9:07 PM
FEIGNING IGNORANCE?
sch was fine...
tried to stay awake during chinese by doing other homework:x
but AT LEAST i was awake!
protem after school...
i was telling others not to be so stressed
but i was the one stressing myself out-.-
it was indeed scary
and i think my interview was screwed...
but oh well i told the truth and
did my best so yeah...
i can only pray!
tmr's road run damn it!
im coughing like mad now
please please please ignore whatever i said
even i dont expect a medal so yeah...
am i doing the right thing?



Sunday, March 7, 2010 8:43 PM
ITS HARD TO ADMIT
today was slacking again
i have no idea what homework to do like seriously-.-
and my mom used the newspaper im suppose to do for jian bao to...
EAT HER STUPID DURIAN ):<
so now i have no jian bao to do
ballet today was well idk why im tired
and kept thinking if ballet was the right choice for me?
is it what im really looking for? idk
came home slacked more
and now idk what to do-.-



Saturday, March 6, 2010 10:55 PM
isnt it cool!(:
slacked throughout the day literally SLACKED
tuition was sooo alpha/beta
but i love saying it idk why!
cmae home and stared at the comp
well read some stuff
it kinda bothers me
i kept thinking about this word RESPECT
its easy to say and complain but hard to do it.
basically its like how we need two hands to clap
both parties have to do it.
its not about who respects who to gain whoevers respect
its about whether you want to or not.
idk if you guys get it but yeah...
went for dinner and guess who i saw at jurong point's crystal jade!!!
LIANGYIRAN! cool eh?
road run's next week
i hopethe class tee's coming in time
and i want a medal
i wanna get it but i doubt i will)':
sigh i will just do my best
its only your words that can make me feel better.



Friday, March 5, 2010 8:22 PM
HOW I WISH THAT WE'RE ALL SEC 1S AGAIN):
there wasn't 3.6km run today
results suck TOTALLY sucked.
i need someone to remind me to study
otherwise i can just transfer out of the school
and get kicked out of nanhua dance
sounds bad but its the reality):
dance today was well... hard to describe
YOG's next week and i dont want it to come...
BUT im prepared to stand at the back
ballet exam coming 4th april i guess?
im prepared to get a pass-.-
there goes the chain of distinctions
bye bye):
i want to go back to the days where we were sec 1s, living a carefree life. not knowing much about everything. now? idk people do change i know but isn't the change too great? is there a need for the change? is the compeition too great? is there even a need to compete? will everything change after ex-co has been chosen? is there even an answer for these questions? the moments we used to spend together were memorable. cause of this, things have to change? idk. i really dont. if i hadn't appealed to nanhua i wouldn't havee met you guys. if i haven't met you guys these may not happen? BUT its you guys that made me treasure my secondary school life. will batch95' be batch95' in the future? i choose to believe that we will still be the same. but its a question that cannot be answered now. theres only hope
im on a boat that can sink anytime):



Wednesday, March 3, 2010 7:54 PM
[edited]
IT MAKES ME WONDER
sch was the same yet again...
got back another science-not a good sign though):
im pretty upset...
i expected more
i guess you know why i broke down during dance?
i promised to never cry but i just couldnt take it anymoe))):
sec 1s came in today...
it was weird to have them
and personally i think they need improvement like A LOT
but not bad since its their first time with us(:
walked to mrt...
talked talked talked
if today didnt happen i wouldnt know much
should i be glad that today is over?
or should i be sad that today's over?
idk.
its protem next week...
STRESS!!!
i doubt i'll get in though BUT im gonna do my best(:
ASK AWAY!
dance elections in april i guess?
yet another worrying thing
sec 3 life is filled with surprises...
its a brave front that you see):



Tuesday, March 2, 2010 5:54 PM
i dont feel like posting right now... but im here to just type out my thoughts? got most of my results today. im disappointed with myself and i believe that i could have gotten much better. if only i could turn back time... hmm dance tmr and what should i feel? yes im happy to be seeing those dancers that can make my day(: yet i cant seem to feel happy. maybe its my results maybe its you? idk i really dont. i feel like changing my character to become an emo kid and have no friends. go home everyday to mug? maybe i should try this): but i dont like it oh well, its for my studies right? the word "dance" was in my head since common test had ended. thought of ballet and nhds... if i hadnt joined ballet i might be playing an instrument now or saving people/doing CPR on fake dummies. idk... theres just this feeling in me that doesnt feel right. i know that i dont want to see you but yet i wanna learn from you. maybe me being a smiley child is just the outside of me. no one really knows how i feel right? this sucks.):

306 i love you to the max(: -neon yellow(: yanting*hinthint*
it touched my heart when i felt your hands



Monday, March 1, 2010 5:36 PM
B3S...
today was well quite the same
im so dead for my sciences
i bet i'll fail phy and bio most probably chem too...
MY ONLY HOPE PHY...
i hope i pass
phy i love you so better not fail!
mdm yong made us demoralised today
kept saying that our bio very lan 3/4 fail etc etc
and now im so afraid to know the results...
i am SOOOOOO not looking forward to tmr and tmr the tmr
oh my mama...
for the currently results i have i have B3s...
no As!
ugh...
so disappointed
and please someone motivate me to do math!!!)))):
selfish people are hated! only think about YOURSELF and not others. ugh... you all disgust me! and you suck! so what if im your younger sister? so what? i deserve respect from you despite that! i learnt that respect is earned! i dont think you deserve my respect if i dont have the respect im suppose to have. treat others the way you want others to treat you. demoralising me every single time about my results. as if you're any smarter?! how is it great to face you every single day. its torture.