FUZZY WUZZY IN MY MIND
couldn't sleep last night.
went to school and prepared for oral com!
our group was the second one!
stupid.
i totally forgot all the stuff i memorised
so it was like kinda thinking off my feet
i think its not bad ah!
geog was plainly copying answers
math was oh so boring
went out with batch95!
had fun in pizza hut
but i swear im never going there again!
had to eat chilli etc etc etc
very very funnaye!
lets see if my dearest yuting will post it on fb!
went back to school!
the journey was damn damn damn funny!!!
rushed to change then studio for yingpei to put make up!
love putting blusher!
council next
had to wear heels and it hurts!
A LOT
had to usher the guests
helped a few GOH!
heh
walked walked
stand stand
and now i have tons of blisters!
went home soon...
btw bestfriend, your conducting was great(:
im confused. yes,no? no,yes? idk)';

ELECTIONS
hey hey the new exco is out!
congrats people!(:
i know i cried
but just let me be then i'll be fine
ms kee talked to me
thank you for trusting me(:
pearlynn talked
and yes again thank you for telling me so much, making me believe that my chance will come but not now(:
and to all the people out there who sowed concern(:
hey bestfriend, i know you didnt say much or dont know what to say but yes, you made me smile(:
went home soon
not in the mood to post cause tmr's the enlgish oral thing!
p.s. some people do need to learn whats privacy.

NAPFA!
school's kinda getting boring nowadays
plus the fact that i failed my chinese class test
i cant do chinese.
how i wish chinese was an optional subject.
ARGH whatever.
and mdm yong scolded our class for not changing out of PE
cause we had ss remidial during recess!?
like wth.
always our fault.
NAPFA today was well okay...
came home soon...
this week is hectic even without dance
like wow.
tmr's speech day rehersal.
wearing that super duper hot blazer zomg...

M&Ms!
paper 1 today!!!
zomg...
chinese was surprisingly okay
english made my hands so tired!
i think my compo is like off point..
ah whatever
everyone in class is getting sick!
get well soon people!
and DEAREST HO JINGWEN MONKEY!!!
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!(:
stayed back
practically did nothing
cause i thought i was getting sick!
haha
k then now im home
and gonna study for ss rawr.
countdown-11 more days )';

STUDY STUDY STRESS STRESS
woke up at 9---> library with BESTFRIEND!
get well soon ah bestfriend!!!
drink more water though you already do.
went to fourth floor...
zomg i hate it can...
i want my chair, i want my peacefulness!
saw sooooo many people there
saw tong, stupid huisi etc etc
saw pngyuren, hazel and junhao? if im not wrong
saw jianbin too but he didnt see me
study study...
then lunch(:
saw bear!!! i miss her so much!
went for tuition
and as usual it was funanye!
went to library again
finished my math today... only math
sigh... nothing accomplished
came home soon
i was like staring into space
and it dawned upon me that tmr is mock exam!
ZOMG!!!
which means ballet exam is in like what 2 weeks
and that mid years is in 2 weeks!
oh my mama
tmr's mock exam
im nervous
i dont want to get scolded again)';
sigh.
)';

NOT.IN.THE.MOOD-.-
woke up late today zomg...
suppose to wake up at 5 to study
but dragged to 5.30 then i slept back. RAWR.
woke up at 6 then rushed to school
chinese chinese chinese sigh.
im gonna fail i tell you
F for chinese here you come.
couldnt kinda finish the paper...
i anyhow answered the remaining question.
rushed for dance. was late for dance.
dance was kinda boring for me...
cause the mat's not there!!! rawr.
i want the hall back.
attempted aerial on the floor and obviously i failed terribly
went to watch speech day dance it was very nice(:
left and talked in the canteen
weixin and her "joke" was shocking!
walked to clementi mrt...
yah wait wait wait
then went home.
BLAH thats my day

WE DONT NEED YOUR USELESS COMMENTS.
school's the same.
didnt need to run for PE yay!
assembly was kinda cool i guess
at least it was entertaining...
was thinking about dance elections.
i dont want to compete with my dearest yuting
i was afraid that something bad might happen
im afraid that we would lose this freindship?
but well after speaking to her i was assured(:
it will never happen.
cause whatever the outcome we will still be sisters(:
love ya my dear
after school did my homework
finished and now im home to study chinese-.-
it was going to rain but we still walked to clementi
the rain was fine at first me and yingpei were sharing an umbrella
then it rained heavier
then the umbrella started turning upside down.
was soaked through.
yuwen's fbts was funanye!
came home walked in the stupid rain cause i missed the stupid bus-.-
rawr.
election results are out oh my mama...

CRIPPLE-.-
today's chinese was just so...
BORING!
but yokekay's kind-of-sleeping-face/mode was funny!!!
stupid alan made me shriek in class!!!
thank ms lim for the mini snickers!!!
she always gives us chocolates(:
dance was like whooo but booo
whoo cause i managed quite a number of aerials!!!
WHOOOOOOO
and boo cause i think i pull my muscle while doing aerial-.-
and YOG dance made it worse cause we needa bend down squat or whatever lah...
then i was kinda pissed:x
the worst part is i know my muscle hurts and yet i still do aerial
stupid or what uh!?
and my arm... idk why pain)';
its cause im getting older everyday. RAWR.
went home soon...
the journey home was soooo long...
and my arm and my leg...
pain.

LIFE'S FULL OF UPS AND DOWNS.
probably its different for me
its kinda like all downs and maybe one up?
ahhh whatever.
school's the same
apart from the fact that i had to rush to sch in the morning
i woke up late due to all the late night studying.
everything was going well
cause i had the determination to learn everything
and make sure that i knew everything that was taught in class
but the geog test ruined my day)';
oh well its over i cant do geog thats the end.
i studied like so super duper hard like 2 days?
FOR A CLASS TEST
and now 6 marks gone! sigh sigh sigh!
i realised that i really really cannot survive not eating!
sounds like a pig but yah
recess was meeting ms yeo for korea trip stuff...
the good news is that i'll probably be able to attend dance(:
whooooooooo
so skipped recess
and then lunch was geog test skipped lunch too
after school had to meet ms yep again
and to collect blazer!
i was surprised that i wasnt dead by then.
and G-ZONG IS SO FUNNAYE!(:
people! tag ah!!!

EVEN THE LIBRARY CAN BE A FUN PLACE(:
had a bad night!)';
cough for like an hour?idk why...
woke up super duper early at 8.30am!
anyone who drinks my drink should be honoured(:
cause even i dont make milo for myself!
rushed to the library soon...
the library is officially my third home!
almost had no table!
did my notes... bestfriend came!(:
continued till about 1 plus?
went up to the 4th floor and its super duper cold!!!
seriously the coldest i've ever felt!
left for ballet...
it took me like what 20mins to reach?
ballet was kinda slack cause we finished everything
wanted to train flexibility but ended up watching nanshan stuff!
and they are super pro i tell you!
like our dearest kohyingpei!
sigh.
rushed back to library to continue my studying...
finished all my notes and managed to memorise half of a chapter
heh...
and theres like SO MUCH MORE to go...
btw i learnt about music today!
hmmm lemme see what did i remember?
sizhu-"silk and bamboo"
ahh and much more words i think?
heh(:
went home with bestfriend at around 6.30
had dinner immediately after i reached home
and here i am prepared to fail geog tmr-.-
p.s. bestfriend you'd better not get sick!!! get well soon(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGPEI!!! LOVE YA LOADS!
may you be smarter everyday! eventhough you already are... but yeah! you are indeed a very very very very nice sister to talk to! and you always make me laugh with your funnay antics(: love ya!!!
see i know you love green~

I LOVE COTTON ON!
morning i watched my tv~
went for tuition...
we were doing revision AGAIN.
RAWR.
tuition was kind of the same with laughters(:
went library again and i guess im getting better at concentrating
apart from the fact that bestfriend made me talk non-stop!
his fault not mine!
left at 6 to meet mom
went to jurong point
cotton on is the love(:
went to get meimei's shoes...
oh yes smth funnaye happen!
i thought i lost my sister and mom
so i called them.
then they looked at me i looked at them!
their faces were like"who the hell is she calling!?"
went home soon and here i am...
geog is calling me...
RAWR.
honeylemon... bestfreind get ready to be poisoned to death!

FRIENDS?
daddy's not in singapore)';
went to school myself and reached in 20 mins!
sch was fine
bio test was kinda easy
but i still think that the test is 30 mins!
dance was well idk not bad but not great either.
tried aerial on the ground:D
suceeded twice! whooo
im going towards sucess!
actl not eactly on the ground... the acromat!
danced YOG a few times?
and the roof is leaking -.-
the place where im suppose to dance on is always wet
when i fall its the roof's fault!rawr.
went home with triple science books.
dont ask me why me why i brought it home.
its cause i feel more secured with my books at home?
the journey home took ages.
my dearest yanyuting(: dont be upset! i'll always be here for you. i'll appear whenever you need me(: ily!
dont you realise its always easy to comfort others and tell them its fine but when you're the one in the same situation it isnt that easy. right?
p.s. i want to go for the modern on pointe lesson... but no one's going with me... NGjingwen please go please please:X

ITS ABOUT WHAT YOU DO NOT WHAT YOU SAY
sch was the exact same boring routine.
geography was fun(:
cause we asked for a change of date for the test!
and she agreed whooo
thanks laoniang!
for the first time i totally dreaded pe.
BUT pe was basketball so yeah
hannah is the joke of the day!(:
anyway my muscles were aching due to dance yesterday
12 qian fan... im gonna make it to 16!!!
btw, tried aerial on acromat
not good...
sometimes i feel that im treated as trash? i take the time to help you guys and in turn what do i get when im not around? i get shit stuff. i ask no one tells. it just makes me feel as though im living myself on this humongous world.rawr.i wish someone cared.
hey people please tag!!! i know you're looking!

ARE WE EVEN MEANT TO BE FRIENDS?
school's always fine
but you know i think its getting more and more stressful
with the coming 2 tests, i think im worried.
im afraid that i cant even pass. A PASS
whatever.
stayed back during phy remedial...
listened a bit then did the remaining of my homework
went down i really concentrated this time
i managed to complete most of my notes(:
but theres a lot to memorise)';
talked to bestfriend(:
almost had to run in the rain to the bus stop
but thanks to yikang's umbrella i dont have to walk in the rain
yoke kay dont want share with me tsk tsk!
see im not wet or at least the left side of my blouse isnt wet
the journey back is kinda funny haha
and here i am feeling super duper horrible.
FYI EX-CO RESULTS ARE OUT TMR
oh my goodness
doubt i'll get any position anyway
yeah...
i dont want to lose my bestfriend)';
anyway im here to complain rant whatever you call it.
im upset with you. do you know whats originality? your imitation just makes me idk what to say. i just dont like it. theres a lot of things i wanted to type. i wrote it down but i guess it wouldnt make a difference right? forget it.bye.

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THATS WHAT BESTFRIENDS ARE FOR(:
yesterday was well the same...
tuition then library!!!
the library is super duper COLD.
anyway tuition was quite productive i guess?
at least i managed to not complain after like 7-8 questions!(:
went library met my bestfriend!
studied a bit
but was kinda distracted by the people walking there...
they're kinda funny:x
stayed till 6.30 then went home!!!
that was when disaster struck...
ate dinner, used comp
managed to do my notes thanks to bestfriend(:
later's ballet and im dreading it.
i hope that i wont fall sick again after ballet
*prays hard*
hey mom, sometimes i really do wish that you would leave me alone, instead of nagging at me all the time even at the slightest thing. im so sick and tired of your scolding. just because i took my breakfast later you scold me and said that im lazy, dont want to help out at home etc etc etc. you just spoiled my mood.

guess what?
i fell sick when im in the studio...
instead of perspiring, and feeling really flustered,
i was breaking out in cold sweat
but i had to persevere)';
maybe dancing is the only thing that can make me perservere(:
no matter how hard it can be, i will go through this!
bio bio bio
its flodding my head...
sigh bye peeps.

MANY THINGS TOGETHER= SHIT.
but whatever.
its just a blob of fat.
anyway sch was fine everything was fine
until... RAWR.
anyway dancers please please please dont think too much
sleep rest well. tmr will be a better day
we wont let a setback make us die and fall and crash.
in fact this setback will make us stronger, we'll be stronger people
BATH95' well so many things happen,
we cried for one another not for others but US.
yeah so everything's gonna be fine right?
believe in ourselves.
we're here for one another.
so lets just "BREATHE IT IN AND PUT IT ASIDE"
love ya bath95(:
we just have to improve and show that we are capable of being the best!
prove her wrong! and to gain laoshi's trust!
jiayou everyone!
p.s xanthe? the sec 1 girl with the stitches get well soon!

NOT.IN.THE.MOOD.
school is the same everyday i dont have to repeat
apart from the fact that im getting dumber and dumber each day
i have no idea why i cant get chem
its just chem, its just calculations so why cant i do it?!
im angry with myself. for being dumb. for being myself.
its just a wonder how i can be happy in school
but when i come home its just different, its different.
sigh. i tell people to be happy
but i myself aint that happy at all.
GAWD.
anyway, today's after school batch meeting was idk
i have totally no idea of what happened.
did homework.
thank you tanziwei for teaching me chem(:
though i still dont understand but oh well
talked a bit to the juniors.
i pray that tmr will go fine.
like please dancers do everything to your best ability!(:
sigh. i shall go emo in a corner draw circles and look at chem)';
rawr. bestfriend.)';

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FEELINGS THAT ARE TOO CONFUSING TO BE DESCRIBED.
hey peeps if there are even any
was excited this morning for investiture
which turned out to be a total disaster.
failed phy can you believe it?
not i cant.
math test on alpha beta is shit
im sure dead now.
left for investiture
talked to ting a lot today
it was fun(: love ya my dear
was hoping to see lots of people!!!
saw reine!!! and jingwen!!!
haha reine ah... really ah mature liao ah!
the PINGYEE is a joke! haha
he made my day though made me laugh(:
saw jingwen during the school tour
after that rushed back to clementi
took a cab with clementi town councillors!
ran for dance
was late obviously
it was then that everything changed.
dont even want to talk about it.
no one's at fault
or rather it does make some sense that we shouldn't be skipping CCA
or whatever but nah idk.
i hope things will improve
got batch95' bring dance to greater heights!
sigh.
please.make.me.happy)';
THANK YOU BESTFRIEND(: YOU'RE THE BEST!!!
hello _______ i didnt expect you to come up with such answers. it shocked me totally. if you're just going to act like this in front of us then i would rather not have known you. thats the reason why we couldnt go back to being the same. quarrels are just diamonds have been scratched. no matter what you do you, polish? or whatever, the diamond just gets thinner and thinner. one day it wont even be a diamond anymore. its will just be a piece of junk. you can never turn back the time to change what you've done. it will forever be a a scar. i dont know to treat you as a friend or to beware of you. you are just so _____ there isnt a word in the dictionary to fit your description. you left me speechless.

LOVE YOU TTM VANESSA GOH QIAN HUI!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:
*i still love you TTM* wink wink!
IT JUST GOES TO SHOW THAT YOU S-U-C-K
lessons today were fine
i officially love mdm yong's lessons when she talk
like talk to us about bio instead of TEACHING
its seriously engaging!
mdm yong you ROCK!
talked about worms yucks but interesting!
the rest of the lessons are boring.
met ting after school
went to collect blazer for tm's investiture~
im so excited to see NGjingwen and reine TMR~
hahaha(:
played a bit of basketball after school it was BORING
i spell it again B-O-R-I-N-G ugh.
whatever lah.
tmr's test not in the mood.
gosh you know its kinda weird how you guys act when shes here and when shes not here.

NOT GONNA BE SAVED
i was determined not to feel sleepy in class
triple science was interesting!
english was well doing compre so it wasnt that bad
when it came to math oh my mama...
its impossible to stay awake
but i did(:
her lessons are just so ...
it doesnt make me want to solve the problem
it doesnt even make me want to think can
anyway after school went to watch the inter-class
the first match was the best!
it had the most action etc etc
played a but of basketball
and guess what TANZIWEI THREW THE BALL AND IT HIT MY NOSE
stupid...
it made my nose feel so suan...
if my nose is going any flatter you're soooo dead
hahaha nah...
i thought the ball would never hit me
cause there'll be someone taller to get it
but oh well
i have to save myself)';
anyway he cant stand near me otherwise im gonna get hit again
the sexband thing is just so weird!
but well its kinda nice(:
went home soon
and the guys walk way too fast!
k homework time-.-

STRESSING MYSELF?
got scammed by laoshi today
stupid...
he told us the pianist was coming AGAIN
but she didnt oh well...
barre work made me perspire like mad
and the weird thing was im the only one perspiring
hmmmm maybe cause im hardworking~
everything was fine UNTIL
laoshi started to pin point at our pointe
saying that we didnt point etc etc
but it was worse for jingwen dear)';
he scolded her when everyone was also like that
dont be sad my dear!(:
went home alone... so sad!
daddy couldnt come
i hate going home alone!
how many more practices to ballet exam? 4 more practices
im dead.

ITS BEEN THREE YEARS AND YOU GUYS CHANGED!
tuition was kinda okay cause i understand a bit of modulus
and i learnt it on ace-learning like A BIT
but i could ans the questions!
it made me feel smart
whooo
came home rushed home went to imm to get my heels!(:
went grocery shopping with mom
and i guess she wouldn't want me to go again
cause i buy too much stuff! but it was fun(:
came home ate dinner
went out soon AGAIN
to eat dessert and came home
now im here(:
so lets see what happen...
AH YES!
jerrold chua chun hui came again
and his stupid irritating voice is just so ARGH
but yeah i tolerated that for 2 years
so kinda used to it BUT his voice is like breaking...
then its so... WEIRD
yeah talked about WANQI AND REINE MY DEARS!
sigh this links to my title!
you know left pri sch like 2 years ago
we do meet up often
but yeah i still miss them lots
oh and back to wanqi and reine
they are both babes! VALENTINES AH!
okay you guys dont get it
but oh well....
anyways i miss BESTIES!);
and my dearest "BEST FRIEND" please please listen to what i say. i mean not that you MUST but well 2 votes for not quitting yah?

well i typed a whole chunk of mean things here but i backspaced them all. cause i cant bring myself to post them. its MEAN.
btw dinner today was well a waste of my time-.-
well i mean just now
spent hours there stoning
rawrs...
tuition later in the morning
i have no idea why im still here.

HOMEWORK DAY)';
everyone went out bright and early in the morning to the zoo-.-
left me and jie at home rotting with homework
but i would rather rot at home than to go to the zoo AGAIN
yeah homework day
im gonna complete all my homework!!!(:
and TTY no chocs for you
i dont care!!!
its unfair.
tmr's tuition and i must do my work
to prove everyone wrong that i WILL do my homework!
going out tmr yay! im anticipating.
i wish to say something it might offend you guys and i might be contradicting myself but yeah i have to say it. people have blogs. people rant at their blogs i understand cause i do it too. its completely fine. but the way some might string their words together are just mean. i believe that people do not need to use vulgar to express their feelings. if its for fun its totally fine. but when you're angry you used them its just very offensive. yeah thats all i have to say you guys have your own perspectives and this is mine so if you agree then yay! if not then yeah its fine(:

i hate people who give me one word answers on msn. you have 2 faces.

i feel like slapping you. but i wont downgrade myself just to be at your level to slap you. bye you kid!