Wednesday, May 26, 2010 9:47 PM
MIA.
for idk how long...
i think there is no point for me to blog already
so yeah...
going korea and will be back on... the 4th of june.
i have to study.
yes STUDY.
i deproved like so much...
so yeah! june holidays= study! and catch up.
yeaps so bye.
if i feel like it then i'll be back.
anyway im just talking to myself-.-
for idk how long...
i think there is no point for me to blog already
so yeah...
going korea and will be back on... the 4th of june.
i have to study.
yes STUDY.
i deproved like so much...
so yeah! june holidays= study! and catch up.
yeaps so bye.
if i feel like it then i'll be back.
anyway im just talking to myself-.-
Saturday, May 22, 2010 8:27 PM
YES, TIME TO LET YOU GO
yesterday after dance was great(:
muahahahahahahaha
a wave!
went lib with bestfriend(:
and as usual im early
actually he was late, AGAIN
but i'm used to it
didnt really read...
thanks for your jacket(:
went for lunch then to tuition!
jerrold chua came again GOSH!
it was horror.
he stalks all my friends!!!
did binomial expansion...
and my mind is going bonkers!
came home and went IMM to pei mama to buy groceries!
aren't i a good child?(:
bought some stuff for korea
going to buy more tmr!
whoooooooooooo
yesterday after dance was great(:
muahahahahahahaha
a wave!
went lib with bestfriend(:
and as usual im early
actually he was late, AGAIN
but i'm used to it
didnt really read...
thanks for your jacket(:
went for lunch then to tuition!
jerrold chua came again GOSH!
it was horror.
he stalks all my friends!!!
did binomial expansion...
and my mind is going bonkers!
came home and went IMM to pei mama to buy groceries!
aren't i a good child?(:
bought some stuff for korea
going to buy more tmr!
whoooooooooooo
Thursday, May 20, 2010 9:46 PM
THE END OF THE ROAD.
today was BORING.
assembly was -.-
someone vomitted. gross.
got geog results and i PASSED
whoooooo
so this proves that i can do geog but i just cant do map
after sch batch meeting blah blah blah
went home
tired and feeling so down down down.
while walking home i kinda think and think about the memories we had.
and i just felt like going to the past
where we had carefree lives.
sigh i miss sec 1...
its either im thinking too much or you changed but you dont know.
today was BORING.
assembly was -.-
someone vomitted. gross.
got geog results and i PASSED
whoooooo
so this proves that i can do geog but i just cant do map
after sch batch meeting blah blah blah
went home
tired and feeling so down down down.
while walking home i kinda think and think about the memories we had.
and i just felt like going to the past
where we had carefree lives.
sigh i miss sec 1...
its either im thinking too much or you changed but you dont know.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 8:47 PM
DRIFTING APART.
hey people(though no one comes)
well my results are really below expectations.
i promised not to cry so yeah i wont.
yes, i will work hard
so stop saying that i wont.
anyway dance was very tiring.
after idk how many weeks or not dancing
today was indeed madness.
btw! I BROKE LIONEL'S DOODLE JUMP RECORD!
zomg!
that lionel tops in all my games! unfair!
k anyway walked home yeah and i totally stink.
i wanna wear my old leaotard.
but whatever.
came home mom asked about my results
so i told her, i expected a scolding from her.
but she didnt
i think its better when she scolds me
so that i wont feel that bad.
mom, i promise i will put in more more more effort
but i swear, i tried my very best.
im sorry mom.
yeah so... today was well fine i suppose? i thought i could be all smiley with you. yes i tried, but it didnt work in the end? so i guess this is the end? the end of our freidnship. i hope things will change really.i will do my best to pull you back. i wont want to lose a friend like this. it doesnt matter to you but it matters to me. so... im hot-tempered today yes, i tend to rant at people im awfully sorry but what i say will still be the same. let me cry and i'll be fine. plus i dont need people to tell me to work harder casue obviously i will. k bye.
hey people(though no one comes)
well my results are really below expectations.
i promised not to cry so yeah i wont.
yes, i will work hard
so stop saying that i wont.
anyway dance was very tiring.
after idk how many weeks or not dancing
today was indeed madness.
btw! I BROKE LIONEL'S DOODLE JUMP RECORD!
zomg!
that lionel tops in all my games! unfair!
k anyway walked home yeah and i totally stink.
i wanna wear my old leaotard.
but whatever.
came home mom asked about my results
so i told her, i expected a scolding from her.
but she didnt
i think its better when she scolds me
so that i wont feel that bad.
mom, i promise i will put in more more more effort
but i swear, i tried my very best.
im sorry mom.
yeah so... today was well fine i suppose? i thought i could be all smiley with you. yes i tried, but it didnt work in the end? so i guess this is the end? the end of our freidnship. i hope things will change really.i will do my best to pull you back. i wont want to lose a friend like this. it doesnt matter to you but it matters to me. so... im hot-tempered today yes, i tend to rant at people im awfully sorry but what i say will still be the same. let me cry and i'll be fine. plus i dont need people to tell me to work harder casue obviously i will. k bye.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010 3:43 PM
AND SO I HATE YOU.
well school's depressing everyday since EOY ended.
results out they suck big time.
oh well i cant turn back time right?
ahhhh i feel so dumb.
i gotta buck up
had a sudden CEP test
i saw many methods of copying which is hilarious!
anyway i am going to read more books and prove mdm sia wrong!
yes im going to read lots of them.
my focus now is not dance anymore
its ballet then studies then yah.
end of story.
sometimes i wish i had never met you. sometimes i wish i had never appealed to nanhua. sometimes i wish i didnt had the passion for dance. yes i mean it. things have changed. A LOT of things have changed. you and them. i never thought i would ever feel this way but i think i was wrong. its now you and them living on the other side and us here. i really wonder why did i even bother? really, your actions make me disgust you. its the same feeling as before or rather worst. we're never going to go back to the past, where it was just you and me with our common interest. i wish we were sec 1. thinking back about how we met is a bliss but now? idk. i dread tmr.
well school's depressing everyday since EOY ended.
results out they suck big time.
oh well i cant turn back time right?
ahhhh i feel so dumb.
i gotta buck up
had a sudden CEP test
i saw many methods of copying which is hilarious!
anyway i am going to read more books and prove mdm sia wrong!
yes im going to read lots of them.
my focus now is not dance anymore
its ballet then studies then yah.
end of story.
sometimes i wish i had never met you. sometimes i wish i had never appealed to nanhua. sometimes i wish i didnt had the passion for dance. yes i mean it. things have changed. A LOT of things have changed. you and them. i never thought i would ever feel this way but i think i was wrong. its now you and them living on the other side and us here. i really wonder why did i even bother? really, your actions make me disgust you. its the same feeling as before or rather worst. we're never going to go back to the past, where it was just you and me with our common interest. i wish we were sec 1. thinking back about how we met is a bliss but now? idk. i dread tmr.
Saturday, May 15, 2010 10:53 PM
HOW CAN YOU DANCE EFFORTLESSLY?
yesterday's pointe lesson was a disaster
the warm up was intense
and i realised i was getting old, inflexible.
we went there to learn pointe not to watch them dance!?
i dont get why we have to go there ans watch them do spanish while we stand there
i dont get it
why cant we be like any other ballet class in singapore
why cant we do normal stuff
why are we always the ones that are left out?
the seniors are better? NO.
and the guys there?
they have little strength and no flexiblity?
i just want to get out of there
and start anew somewhere
forget it.
anyway today was kidna boring.
watched the last song.
though miley cyrus is acting in it
but the show was great(:
im serious. GO WATCH IT.
yesterday's pointe lesson was a disaster
the warm up was intense
and i realised i was getting old, inflexible.
we went there to learn pointe not to watch them dance!?
i dont get why we have to go there ans watch them do spanish while we stand there
i dont get it
why cant we be like any other ballet class in singapore
why cant we do normal stuff
why are we always the ones that are left out?
the seniors are better? NO.
and the guys there?
they have little strength and no flexiblity?
i just want to get out of there
and start anew somewhere
forget it.
anyway today was kidna boring.
watched the last song.
though miley cyrus is acting in it
but the show was great(:
im serious. GO WATCH IT.
Thursday, May 13, 2010 7:49 PM
YOU'RE FADING. NO LONGER SPECIAL.
went out the whole day today!!!
watched horror movies with batch95'
at ziwei's humongously humongous house!
yes we watched HORROR movies in a BIGGG house.
the orphan was SCARY
with sudden screams here and there.
but it was fun to be screaming together(:
ate macs
watched the idk what its called
that was creepy
the way the show was filmed was UGH
i'll upload some photos as soon as i learn how to upload them
heh.
left soon
took 66 with michelle and lionel!(:
talked talked or rather gossiped!
hahaha
k im home tired. and scared.
soon you'll hate me and soon we wont even be friends.
i would rather we have never met.
went out the whole day today!!!
watched horror movies with batch95'
at ziwei's humongously humongous house!
yes we watched HORROR movies in a BIGGG house.
the orphan was SCARY
with sudden screams here and there.
but it was fun to be screaming together(:
ate macs
watched the idk what its called
that was creepy
the way the show was filmed was UGH
i'll upload some photos as soon as i learn how to upload them
heh.
left soon
took 66 with michelle and lionel!(:
talked talked or rather gossiped!
hahaha
k im home tired. and scared.
soon you'll hate me and soon we wont even be friends.
i would rather we have never met.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010 10:50 PM
SCREWED.
yay mid years is over!
boo gonna get results soon-.-
i think i did badly ahhhhh
k anyway it was a hectic week
totally no life can!
its like exam,study,sleep,exam,study,sleep
everyday like that leh!!!
anyway ballet exam on 7 May 2010
the examiner is damn strict
my usual way of gaining impression marks was ruined-.-
she totally didnt smile at me can!?!?!?
argh.
my piroutte... couldnt even turn!
sigh whatever ah.
so much for distinction. now i hope i pass.
today was out to watch mao's last dancer
and i tell you i am INSPIRED!
yes i wanna work hard!
i have the sudden urge to enroll into singapore ballet academy...
but i dont ahve the ability!)';
watched my first ever band concert(:
kinda nice and entertaining
finally reached home at like what 10.30?
what a long long day!
yay mid years is over!
boo gonna get results soon-.-
i think i did badly ahhhhh
k anyway it was a hectic week
totally no life can!
its like exam,study,sleep,exam,study,sleep
everyday like that leh!!!
anyway ballet exam on 7 May 2010
the examiner is damn strict
my usual way of gaining impression marks was ruined-.-
she totally didnt smile at me can!?!?!?
argh.
my piroutte... couldnt even turn!
sigh whatever ah.
so much for distinction. now i hope i pass.
today was out to watch mao's last dancer
and i tell you i am INSPIRED!
yes i wanna work hard!
i have the sudden urge to enroll into singapore ballet academy...
but i dont ahve the ability!)';
watched my first ever band concert(:
kinda nice and entertaining
finally reached home at like what 10.30?
what a long long day!
Thursday, May 6, 2010 3:23 PM
6 May 2010 DOOMSDAY
emath paper was fine...
i wasnt exactly freaking out like usual
geog im dead.
totally dead.
tmr is hectic for me
i have to study chem
and chem is the subject i am bad at like totally bad
not the worst subject but yes its like ugh.
and i ahve to rush for ballet exam tmr
im so stressed out.
in less than 24 hours, i will be inside the room
i've prepared for a year for tmr!!!
i want my distinction)';
plus theres a lot of remedials going on tmr argh
i dont want to miss the math one
and i want my ss paper
and i think i can attend the bio remedial
then i'll have to run for my life back home
gosh.
im busy.
i dont want to say this but i cant leave you hanging
emath paper was fine...
i wasnt exactly freaking out like usual
geog im dead.
totally dead.
tmr is hectic for me
i have to study chem
and chem is the subject i am bad at like totally bad
not the worst subject but yes its like ugh.
and i ahve to rush for ballet exam tmr
im so stressed out.
in less than 24 hours, i will be inside the room
i've prepared for a year for tmr!!!
i want my distinction)';
plus theres a lot of remedials going on tmr argh
i dont want to miss the math one
and i want my ss paper
and i think i can attend the bio remedial
then i'll have to run for my life back home
gosh.
im busy.
i dont want to say this but i cant leave you hanging
Monday, May 3, 2010 7:39 PM
MY HEART COULD"VE MELT!
went to yingpei house!
study again!
talking to lionel about geog makes me remember!
so i memorised everything excluding examples
in 2 hours!(:
whoooooo
played wii
then lunch bought macs and came back
continue studying a while...
didnt achieve much though...
played wii again! then home
the train ride was BORING!
casue it was like me and the guys-.-
THEN THEY ONLY TALK ABOUT BBALL!
so irritating!
went to NTUC to find magazine
but there isnt the new one )';
came home soon
i am soooo gonna try to finish all the mid year papers today!
yes im touched.
went to yingpei house!
study again!
talking to lionel about geog makes me remember!
so i memorised everything excluding examples
in 2 hours!(:
whoooooo
played wii
then lunch bought macs and came back
continue studying a while...
didnt achieve much though...
played wii again! then home
the train ride was BORING!
casue it was like me and the guys-.-
THEN THEY ONLY TALK ABOUT BBALL!
so irritating!
went to NTUC to find magazine
but there isnt the new one )';
came home soon
i am soooo gonna try to finish all the mid year papers today!
yes im touched.
Sunday, May 2, 2010 7:43 PM
wheeeee
blur but still perfect(:
smth is wrong with my eye ah whatever
holding hands~
and more people came
then everyone!DETATCHED.
library and ballet today
not a good day
ballet was just watching ourselves dance
and i guess it wont help if we changed now cause its jsut weird...
felt horrible and exam stress...
ballet and sch oh my mama...
well im not blaming anyone but well i kinda feel detatched. )';
i dont want to feel this way
i left so that i wouldnt just sit there and just put on a smile?
idk im sorry.
its different, i wish we were sec 1s.
maybe this is the change, the transition period?
i'll get used to it someday.
i dont really anticipate next next week.
library and ballet today
not a good day
ballet was just watching ourselves dance
and i guess it wont help if we changed now cause its jsut weird...
felt horrible and exam stress...
ballet and sch oh my mama...
well im not blaming anyone but well i kinda feel detatched. )';
i dont want to feel this way
i left so that i wouldnt just sit there and just put on a smile?
idk im sorry.
its different, i wish we were sec 1s.
maybe this is the change, the transition period?
i'll get used to it someday.
i dont really anticipate next next week.
Saturday, May 1, 2010 10:28 PM
PLEASE MAKE MY FLU GO AWAY!
wasnt willing to wake up to go out today
anyway i wasnt that late okay! only 5 mins late!
met lionel and brandon at cck
went to yingpei house
lionel was like "TURN RIGHT" then he went left!
lionel cant tell whats left and whats right!
did Amath paper! finished it whoooo!
yuren came sooon
and so did yanting
then yoke kay
so it was like a mini study group!
hahaha
ate pepper lunch at lot 1
and went there for 2 hours!
got back and didnt feel like studying
did the remaining math questions
learned a teeny weeny bit of chemistry...
anyway today was a funny funny day!
they played a bit of mahjong while brandon played wii!
it was super funny!
came home soon at around 7?
my nose is running like a tap and i sound manly GREAT!-.-
wasnt willing to wake up to go out today
anyway i wasnt that late okay! only 5 mins late!
met lionel and brandon at cck
went to yingpei house
lionel was like "TURN RIGHT" then he went left!
lionel cant tell whats left and whats right!
did Amath paper! finished it whoooo!
yuren came sooon
and so did yanting
then yoke kay
so it was like a mini study group!
hahaha
ate pepper lunch at lot 1
and went there for 2 hours!
got back and didnt feel like studying
did the remaining math questions
learned a teeny weeny bit of chemistry...
anyway today was a funny funny day!
they played a bit of mahjong while brandon played wii!
it was super funny!
came home soon at around 7?
my nose is running like a tap and i sound manly GREAT!-.-
