Wednesday, January 27, 2010 8:52 PM
CRYING ISN'T THE WAY OUT
sch was again the same equally boring
english with mdm sia is like ...
anyway my english deproved i think?
english was one of my best subjects and now what i get for compo?
some sucky mark
ugh...
KELLY BUCK UP!
dance today was very tiring
as usual trying out aerial
some kiddo claimed to "learn things very slowly"
but managed to get it like so soon...
so much for very slow eh?
before that we were practicing spins
stupid me can't even do a nice spin
a simple spin on my toes
how dumb can i get?!
people around me could do it perfectly well but the stupid me can only spin and wobble how GREAT?! i hate the fact that once i can't get what i want i would just break down dont ask me why... cause its just my natural reaction somehow. thinking that i could improve while practicing on my own, i moved to a less crowded place but no matter how hard i try, i just cannot get it same with aerial. how stupid... i promise myself not to be overwhelmed with jealousy and be contented with what i have learnt. yes and thats what im gonna do im just gonna go practice... YOG'S stressing me out somehow...
so yah im gonna be a brave kid(:
sch was again the same equally boring
english with mdm sia is like ...
anyway my english deproved i think?
english was one of my best subjects and now what i get for compo?
some sucky mark
ugh...
KELLY BUCK UP!
dance today was very tiring
as usual trying out aerial
some kiddo claimed to "learn things very slowly"
but managed to get it like so soon...
so much for very slow eh?
before that we were practicing spins
stupid me can't even do a nice spin
a simple spin on my toes
how dumb can i get?!
people around me could do it perfectly well but the stupid me can only spin and wobble how GREAT?! i hate the fact that once i can't get what i want i would just break down dont ask me why... cause its just my natural reaction somehow. thinking that i could improve while practicing on my own, i moved to a less crowded place but no matter how hard i try, i just cannot get it same with aerial. how stupid... i promise myself not to be overwhelmed with jealousy and be contented with what i have learnt. yes and thats what im gonna do im just gonna go practice... YOG'S stressing me out somehow...
so yah im gonna be a brave kid(:
