Tuesday, March 2, 2010 5:54 PM
i dont feel like posting right now... but im here to just type out my thoughts? got most of my results today. im disappointed with myself and i believe that i could have gotten much better. if only i could turn back time... hmm dance tmr and what should i feel? yes im happy to be seeing those dancers that can make my day(: yet i cant seem to feel happy. maybe its my results maybe its you? idk i really dont. i feel like changing my character to become an emo kid and have no friends. go home everyday to mug? maybe i should try this): but i dont like it oh well, its for my studies right? the word "dance" was in my head since common test had ended. thought of ballet and nhds... if i hadnt joined ballet i might be playing an instrument now or saving people/doing CPR on fake dummies. idk... theres just this feeling in me that doesnt feel right. i know that i dont want to see you but yet i wanna learn from you. maybe me being a smiley child is just the outside of me. no one really knows how i feel right? this sucks.):
306 i love you to the max(: -neon yellow(: yanting*hinthint*
it touched my heart when i felt your hands
306 i love you to the max(: -neon yellow(: yanting*hinthint*
it touched my heart when i felt your hands
