Monday, March 15, 2010 11:03 PM
second post of the day.
hmm yu shu huai laoshi let us go beijing BUT dance in school doesnt allow me to go. HOW GREAT-.- ITS LIKE FREAKING BEIJING! and and he mentioned once that we will be visiting beijing wu dao xue yuan!!! omg... i cant believe that im giving it a miss DANG! )'; should i go? if i go i'll be missing dance and i'll be out of YOG. if i dont go? i'll be missing an opportunity of a lifetime. im in a delima! this lead to me thinking about my dancing kind of life... theres like TONS of barriers that i have to cross in order to be where i am. to you guys it may be simple but to me it aint.
-having to endure the unbearable pain when laoshi STEPPED on my legs when i was pri one to train my split.
-having to be yelled at everytime something was done wrong? everytime we were feeling cheeky?
-falling flat on my face when doing stunts on the day of SYF, ending up with a super humongous bruise(the size of my palm) which hurt like mad.
well these are kind of the painful stuff that i had gone through but there are memories of course which are too many to name. but right now, theres just too many stuff that i want to learn but, im being blocked by a wall that is too high for me to overcome. perhaps i will never overcome this wall. friends are there to make sure that the wall doesnt fall but one day it will. that day will come... soon.
i just want to thank those that helped to keep the faith in me(:
i shall stop here before i start bawling my eyes out...
hmm yu shu huai laoshi let us go beijing BUT dance in school doesnt allow me to go. HOW GREAT-.- ITS LIKE FREAKING BEIJING! and and he mentioned once that we will be visiting beijing wu dao xue yuan!!! omg... i cant believe that im giving it a miss DANG! )'; should i go? if i go i'll be missing dance and i'll be out of YOG. if i dont go? i'll be missing an opportunity of a lifetime. im in a delima! this lead to me thinking about my dancing kind of life... theres like TONS of barriers that i have to cross in order to be where i am. to you guys it may be simple but to me it aint.
-having to endure the unbearable pain when laoshi STEPPED on my legs when i was pri one to train my split.
-having to be yelled at everytime something was done wrong? everytime we were feeling cheeky?
-falling flat on my face when doing stunts on the day of SYF, ending up with a super humongous bruise(the size of my palm) which hurt like mad.
well these are kind of the painful stuff that i had gone through but there are memories of course which are too many to name. but right now, theres just too many stuff that i want to learn but, im being blocked by a wall that is too high for me to overcome. perhaps i will never overcome this wall. friends are there to make sure that the wall doesnt fall but one day it will. that day will come... soon.
i just want to thank those that helped to keep the faith in me(:
i shall stop here before i start bawling my eyes out...
