Friday, July 2, 2010 9:28 PM
WORST WEEK OF MY LIFE.
today's dance was well kinda FAST!
like literally.
did wushu with the guys and it was amzingly cool
haha
we all liked it i guess?
oh and o-levek oral's coming and i am so dead-.-
my chinese was neever good and never will it be good...
haha but oh well, im gonna give it my all!(:
k and so my week ended with a bath dinner
haha i really really love batch95'
they're oh-so-funny and never fail to make me smile!
i thought that i could confide in you
apparently, batch95' is always the best.
they always make me feel better.
sometimes, i am too straight forward or smth. but to tell you the truth, im always like that. like it or not, its your problem. i dont need you to be friends with me if you just find me irritating/rude/idk what you can think of. i mean, its not your fault that your tired and sick and irritable but you're not the only one on this earth is having this feeling. i just smile so that people wont know. i just smile so that they wont ask. i just smile so that i wont care. YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS. its not as if i dont, its not as if i am not tired, its not as if im not stressed, its not as if i can do anything and everything i like. its just that i dont say. im sorry but sometimes i really doubt everything and anything. im sorry to say im a girl im not someone to be trifled with. im not some punching bag. im not a target for you to shoot at. im not some stupid shit for you to shoot. k im done.
today's dance was well kinda FAST!
like literally.
did wushu with the guys and it was amzingly cool
haha
we all liked it i guess?
oh and o-levek oral's coming and i am so dead-.-
my chinese was neever good and never will it be good...
haha but oh well, im gonna give it my all!(:
k and so my week ended with a bath dinner
haha i really really love batch95'
they're oh-so-funny and never fail to make me smile!
i thought that i could confide in you
apparently, batch95' is always the best.
they always make me feel better.
sometimes, i am too straight forward or smth. but to tell you the truth, im always like that. like it or not, its your problem. i dont need you to be friends with me if you just find me irritating/rude/idk what you can think of. i mean, its not your fault that your tired and sick and irritable but you're not the only one on this earth is having this feeling. i just smile so that people wont know. i just smile so that they wont ask. i just smile so that i wont care. YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS. its not as if i dont, its not as if i am not tired, its not as if im not stressed, its not as if i can do anything and everything i like. its just that i dont say. im sorry but sometimes i really doubt everything and anything. im sorry to say im a girl im not someone to be trifled with. im not some punching bag. im not a target for you to shoot at. im not some stupid shit for you to shoot. k im done.
