Wednesday, March 9, 2011 8:37 PM
406 CHAMPIONS!
milo ftw!
JUMPSHOTTTTTT
MACHO!ROAD RUN 2011
haha this year's road run was better than expected. at least it didn't rain, unlike last year! it's like the first successful event since tan jong lek came-.- seriously. tsk. haha the run seemed shorter than before. got 9th(; improved by one position. our class had 9 medals! and got an overall champion trophy! who said that we only know how to mug uh! tsk. anyway many sec 4s ran this year since it was our last year running already. the inter class was a waste ); we didn't get into the semi finals but at least we played fair (; well, some classes were rough. really rough. hate the way they play! but whatever. haha. the sandwiches we made for the road run was still fresh! hope they enjoyed eating them!(; took jumpshots and many many photos. i can say its one of the best road runs i've ever had! it brought us closer! 406
Friday, February 18, 2011 9:08 PM
I'm tired, really tired.
I shouldn't have appealed. it was a wrong decision. i thought that perhaps i can make it but it appears that i'm too stupid for the class. yeah, i'm stupid, born stupid. what you want me to do? i'm already trying my best. i don't want to give up. i don't. after today i realised that i'm really stupid and there's just so much for me to do. i don't want anyone to despise me and i won't let you despise me. i'll put in my best effort.
i won't let anyone hurt my ego just like that. even if i'm alone, i'm gonna stand strong and fight this battle to my very best.
i shall work hard and not let those stupid words affect me. i won't allow that to happen.
Monday, February 14, 2011 6:15 PM
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!(;
hmm firstly i would like to thank everyone for the gifts! i'll try to name all, sorry if i forgot to put your name );
thank you TTY, JEMAINE, JOANNA, CHAN HONG, JING WEN, VANESSA, YOKE KAY, QIAN YU, YU QI, NATALIE, QIAO LIN, FELICIA, WAN LING, BEATRICE, ZOE, MICHELLE, KIT YARN, JING LIN, AMANDA, VALERIE, YUTING, YU WEN, ZHI XIANG, YI KANG, HUI LI, CLARICE, REGINA AND MORE! CANT SEEM TO RECALL );
hmm, i hope you guys like my cookies! it took me quite a long time to bake! haha love you guys, SPREAD THE LOVE(;
I WAS SO HAPPY GIVING OUT GIFTS that i forgot about the math test. had one minute before the test to study-.- GREAT! dang. and chinese test was omg-.- FAIL. seriously, forget it man! haha VDAY is much more interesting than these tests!(; its definitely and interesting day today! witnessed selfish love and genuine love. hmm, sounds weird right? but its true and idk how to explain...
oh yes! during chem, vanessa totally made me embarrassed. she's in love with my gift haha.
ms wang: i know today vday, dont need to show off your gifts(hinting about van)
van: NOT MINE! (points to me)
so stupid lorh. rawrs. haha. rawr. i have nth to say and im rawr-ing haha! okay i shall go now!
SPREAD THE LOVE(:
I GIVE UP!
Monday, February 7, 2011 6:01 PM
yoke kay so prettaye!
do re mi! :pHEY!
hmm, school is as usual boring with wjp classes-.- i can never forget the day she scolded me just because my chinese isn't that good. anyway i've already gotten an A for her, what more does she want-.- omg. wont let her ruin my mood!
today's ICT class was kind of stupid. had to do some chart thing. i can't believe we have to attend lessons just for a stupid certificate which i doubt we will require in the future-.- well stayed back for a little while then went home. i'm really tired:x
Sunday, February 6, 2011 8:55 PM
STEAD!!!hmm, i know something is troubling you recently!); but you are a strong girl! if there is anything troubling you, tell me ah! i'll be your listening ear(;
ting!
HAPPY CNY!!!
ting!HAPPY CNY!!!haha yesterday was bai nian at three houses! hmm, not bad lah! they all dressed very nicely!(;
lost quite a bit yesterday ); i was winning at first! argh, whatever lah! anyway
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY G ZONG!
went to the library to study for chem test today! saw jer and joanne there! omg, so qiao. oh yeah, saw yundi with a guy too! hmm, nth much! the details are in my mind and im oh so lazy to type and i dont want to type:p okay so yeah. im done!:p
Saturday, January 29, 2011 11:24 PM
THINGS GOING HAYWIRE
dang!
oh my tian, what a bad start to 2011. seriously, i have never ever faced such a problem before, i have no idea as to how i can solve it. apparently, its just left hanging there and not solved. GOSH, im gonna die if things are still like that. hate to leave things lying like that. i keep writing and writing. hoping that one day, ill find enlightenment! haha, im still on the way there with no light found. but its okay, i guess TIME is all i need. well, life's really being a pain in the ass. im havng troubles like every single day. argh, whatever. forget about this, for now. just hope that things wont be this way cause im NOT happy.
so... about this year, its a really hectic year. with tests coming up and im totally not prepared. i havent started studying for anything. i practically jsut come back from sch and rot. DANG! im such a lazy bum! rawrs, SYF is breaking me apart. dance practices are getting lesser and we dont have much time. my leg is currently hurting like shit. and and MY DEAREST TING! im so sorry... she hurt her foot cause of me. RAWR. im sorry ); and "someone" please stop doing things that hurt yourself. dont force yourself to dance or what. i know it hurts, i can tell. just rest.
oh my tian, everything seems to be a disaster. you know, it hurts to see that things ended up this way. its my fault for not phrasing things properly. but what i said wasnt what i meant. im just not perfect or experienced. i really dunno how to express my views. well, some of those words really did hit me hard. hit me real hard. i mean, 4 hours. who can ever beat that? argh, have to settle this myself. i hope the silence will end.
dang!
oh my tian, what a bad start to 2011. seriously, i have never ever faced such a problem before, i have no idea as to how i can solve it. apparently, its just left hanging there and not solved. GOSH, im gonna die if things are still like that. hate to leave things lying like that. i keep writing and writing. hoping that one day, ill find enlightenment! haha, im still on the way there with no light found. but its okay, i guess TIME is all i need. well, life's really being a pain in the ass. im havng troubles like every single day. argh, whatever. forget about this, for now. just hope that things wont be this way cause im NOT happy.
so... about this year, its a really hectic year. with tests coming up and im totally not prepared. i havent started studying for anything. i practically jsut come back from sch and rot. DANG! im such a lazy bum! rawrs, SYF is breaking me apart. dance practices are getting lesser and we dont have much time. my leg is currently hurting like shit. and and MY DEAREST TING! im so sorry... she hurt her foot cause of me. RAWR. im sorry ); and "someone" please stop doing things that hurt yourself. dont force yourself to dance or what. i know it hurts, i can tell. just rest.
oh my tian, everything seems to be a disaster. you know, it hurts to see that things ended up this way. its my fault for not phrasing things properly. but what i said wasnt what i meant. im just not perfect or experienced. i really dunno how to express my views. well, some of those words really did hit me hard. hit me real hard. i mean, 4 hours. who can ever beat that? argh, have to settle this myself. i hope the silence will end.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010 8:30 PM
EVERYTHING IS IRRITATING ME RIGHT NOW. ugh.
the comp doesnt want to function properly,
i cant sign into my ebuddy account,
im feeling pretty upset about the end of today,
my mom still doesnt want to bring me to see a doctor,
im super hungry.
which means, IM EASILY IRRITATED.
there was dance the past 2 days. well, i felt that we wasted yesterday and today was a total failure i guess? combined was today. for the mini concert, i thought that it was not bad. especially when cultural danced. i could tell that they improved. we shouted and somehow, i felt that we were one. the feeling was there but, theres room for improvement. no one can be the best within minutes, we cant expect them to be the cream of the crop overnight. it takes time.
sec 2s led today, i think not bad eventhough things were a mess. i mean, problems will sure arise wont they? to me, things werent as bad as what he said. i agree with some of the points. most people didnt know what the plan was and couldnt act according to the plan cause no one told us. its always this problem dont you see? i mean, the last combined prac, only 2 of them knew what was going on. this time, its just the ex co. im not trying to criticise or what. not saying that the way you guys do things is wrong. but try to think in our position. you cant just order us around like servents. tell us what's going on. once everyone knows, things will go according to planned. for example, during the mini concert, the ex cos said that nan hua should sit at a certain area. thats what you all expect us to know. but how are we supposed to know when you dont tell us?! doesnt make sense... i dont mind that you all plan by yourselves. i dont. but you dont even tell us whats going on? im a little upset about this point.
anyway whatever was said at the end of today, i think it was kind of redundant. some points we true. but most were not. we tried to help. speaking in the point of view as a normal sec 3, you guys want us to help you as we are the leading batch but how are we going to help when we are like the rest, not knowing what is going on? thats why we are standing at the side, clueless of what to do or rather what to take initiative on. we dont even know what is going to happen next, how do we take the initiative. yes, we can help but do you guys even regard us as your batchmates to start with? remember, we said no matter who is the ex co, we will plan things TOGETHER. this never happened after the elections. im sorry but this is how i feel. i tried to tell you guys many times but i have given up. i dont think you'll ever get it.
k im really angry cause of a lot of things, i dont mean to rant or what but i'll die if i dont say.
next, i know its a small matter. i am angry since last night is because i was taking things seriously yet you made a joke out of whatever i said. i want to know if you even regarded what i said seriously? im trying to get my point across so that this wouldnt happen again. but did you bother understanding? you're tired, easily irritated, whatever. but so am i? i had a full day of dance and i slept for about 4 hours only. didnt have lunch or breakfast. then you come and tell me this kind of thing. obviously i'll get angrier right? ugh.
k im really pissed.
the comp doesnt want to function properly,
i cant sign into my ebuddy account,
im feeling pretty upset about the end of today,
my mom still doesnt want to bring me to see a doctor,
im super hungry.
which means, IM EASILY IRRITATED.
there was dance the past 2 days. well, i felt that we wasted yesterday and today was a total failure i guess? combined was today. for the mini concert, i thought that it was not bad. especially when cultural danced. i could tell that they improved. we shouted and somehow, i felt that we were one. the feeling was there but, theres room for improvement. no one can be the best within minutes, we cant expect them to be the cream of the crop overnight. it takes time.
sec 2s led today, i think not bad eventhough things were a mess. i mean, problems will sure arise wont they? to me, things werent as bad as what he said. i agree with some of the points. most people didnt know what the plan was and couldnt act according to the plan cause no one told us. its always this problem dont you see? i mean, the last combined prac, only 2 of them knew what was going on. this time, its just the ex co. im not trying to criticise or what. not saying that the way you guys do things is wrong. but try to think in our position. you cant just order us around like servents. tell us what's going on. once everyone knows, things will go according to planned. for example, during the mini concert, the ex cos said that nan hua should sit at a certain area. thats what you all expect us to know. but how are we supposed to know when you dont tell us?! doesnt make sense... i dont mind that you all plan by yourselves. i dont. but you dont even tell us whats going on? im a little upset about this point.
anyway whatever was said at the end of today, i think it was kind of redundant. some points we true. but most were not. we tried to help. speaking in the point of view as a normal sec 3, you guys want us to help you as we are the leading batch but how are we going to help when we are like the rest, not knowing what is going on? thats why we are standing at the side, clueless of what to do or rather what to take initiative on. we dont even know what is going to happen next, how do we take the initiative. yes, we can help but do you guys even regard us as your batchmates to start with? remember, we said no matter who is the ex co, we will plan things TOGETHER. this never happened after the elections. im sorry but this is how i feel. i tried to tell you guys many times but i have given up. i dont think you'll ever get it.
k im really angry cause of a lot of things, i dont mean to rant or what but i'll die if i dont say.
next, i know its a small matter. i am angry since last night is because i was taking things seriously yet you made a joke out of whatever i said. i want to know if you even regarded what i said seriously? im trying to get my point across so that this wouldnt happen again. but did you bother understanding? you're tired, easily irritated, whatever. but so am i? i had a full day of dance and i slept for about 4 hours only. didnt have lunch or breakfast. then you come and tell me this kind of thing. obviously i'll get angrier right? ugh.
k im really pissed.
